I am a people pleaser! I only realised it a year or so ago and the realisation was a huge one. I'd spent my life trying to make everyone else happy!
I realised that this comes from a variety of places – from wanting to please my family, from conforming to society expectations, to hating confrontations, to not wanting anyone to be angry at me and to wanting to be loved and liked. Even in my relationships I compromised to excess.
It also comes from my energy centre, which is all about balance and harmony – of being the mediator and harmoniser.
However, it also comes from my Soul group and its collective karma, and then my own personal past life karma. I have a fear of putting myself out there and being “different” from everyone else.
Why?
I realised that this comes from a variety of places – from wanting to please my family, from conforming to society expectations, to hating confrontations, to not wanting anyone to be angry at me and to wanting to be loved and liked. Even in my relationships I compromised to excess.
It also comes from my energy centre, which is all about balance and harmony – of being the mediator and harmoniser.
However, it also comes from my Soul group and its collective karma, and then my own personal past life karma. I have a fear of putting myself out there and being “different” from everyone else.
Why?
Because I have been rejected, shunned, tortured and killed in past lives for being me! For my intuitive and psychic abilities, including being burnt at the stake and drowned as a witch.
No wonder I didn't want to draw attention to myself in this life! No wonder I didn't want people to notice me! No wonder I was scared to stand up and speak my truth. No wonder I wanted to please everyone and be loved and liked and “fit in” – because I didn't want to suffer the alternative consequences!
It is true that unexpressed emotions remain in our cellular field and affect our physical body. If we do not resolve karma in the lifetime it was created, it carries over to consecutive lifetimes and continues to affect us. Particularly if we feel we had an unjust death!
I actually incarnated with a fear of other people. I was terrified what others would do to me and was very shy and insecure.
In the past, psychic and intuitive skills were feared and condemned. We are lucky that in the Western world in this lifetime we can talk much more openly about these things and it is becoming more so. That does not stop me fearing speaking out about it.
It's been a difficult hurdle to overcome, but I practice speaking my truth every day.
It took a long time to go public with my work, to put up a website, to put myself on social media.
Slowly I'm learning to speak up and branch out, so my messages reach more people.
Slowly I'm learning that I don't have to please everyone. That my world doesn't end if I make someone unhappy. That I'm not responsible for others reactions and actions, that it is okay for someone to be cross with me or to not agree with me.
I'm making choices based on what makes me happy – as opposed to everyone else!
More and more people are opening up to their intuitive (and psychic) abilities. Soon we will all come to realise that our intuitive and psychic senses are as natural as our physical senses.
I know my service is of value and benefit to others.
So here's to all things “woo woo” and I embrace being me!
No wonder I didn't want to draw attention to myself in this life! No wonder I didn't want people to notice me! No wonder I was scared to stand up and speak my truth. No wonder I wanted to please everyone and be loved and liked and “fit in” – because I didn't want to suffer the alternative consequences!
It is true that unexpressed emotions remain in our cellular field and affect our physical body. If we do not resolve karma in the lifetime it was created, it carries over to consecutive lifetimes and continues to affect us. Particularly if we feel we had an unjust death!
I actually incarnated with a fear of other people. I was terrified what others would do to me and was very shy and insecure.
In the past, psychic and intuitive skills were feared and condemned. We are lucky that in the Western world in this lifetime we can talk much more openly about these things and it is becoming more so. That does not stop me fearing speaking out about it.
It's been a difficult hurdle to overcome, but I practice speaking my truth every day.
It took a long time to go public with my work, to put up a website, to put myself on social media.
Slowly I'm learning to speak up and branch out, so my messages reach more people.
Slowly I'm learning that I don't have to please everyone. That my world doesn't end if I make someone unhappy. That I'm not responsible for others reactions and actions, that it is okay for someone to be cross with me or to not agree with me.
I'm making choices based on what makes me happy – as opposed to everyone else!
More and more people are opening up to their intuitive (and psychic) abilities. Soon we will all come to realise that our intuitive and psychic senses are as natural as our physical senses.
I know my service is of value and benefit to others.
So here's to all things “woo woo” and I embrace being me!